where is the full-stop?

i had a lot in me lately.

i wonder who still read this blog of mine.

i hope nobody does, so i can rant everything here without anyone knowing.

but i shall not risk anything, i still rant in my personal traditional diary.

i only know that i'm so dead with something that i shouldn't be involved at all in the first place.

i just want it to stop soon because i can't seem to breathe.

(or maybe it's because of the hazy weather, lols.)

i want my normal life back.

i caught myself smiling to myself at times.

i caught myself fretting to myself at times.

i caught myself sobbing at times.

goshhh.

i'm going mad soon, i guess.

and yes, i enjoyed my vietnam trip.

but after the sweetness, comes the bitterness!

i'm seriously broke.

i don't know how to tell my friends that i do not want to be a wet blanket and miss out certain outings or events etc.

i had no choice, because i have no money seriously.

this is the only time of my life that i thought i will really want someone to support me.

LOL.

alternatively, why not money just drop from the sky?

i hated to be indebted.

i wanna clear off my debts asap even though my creditor didn't rush me to make payment.

i just need money.

i bought a cardholder from Daiso today.

i'm gonna carry this cardholder with me around when school reopens.

i'm gonna just bring my ez-link card and student card to school.

NETS card remain at home.

and i'll only bring sufficient money.

I told my mum to buy maggie mee, dried.

See me bringing dried maggie mee to school in lunch boxes starting next week man.

hahahha.

i'm leading a sad life now.