i finished watching Dream High a few days ago and it's awesome, really.

started watching it because LY recommended to be me before the exams.

i'm repeating the playlist over and over again now.

(Y)!

it started me thinking of what's my dream.

to be frank, i have none. ):

i don't know what's my dream.

what's yours?

i feel so stupid lately.

i feel like a real idiot recently.

i feel useless, a bit.

i'm having nightmares these few nights.

rawrrr.

MOE interview on Wednesday, i'm having cold feet.

i mean, what if i failed the interview?

all my plans and thinking will be ruined.

well, i still have university applications but i really don't think i'll be accepted as much as i want to.

plans to bangkok + phuket was ruined.

there's riot in bangkok.

there's tsunami going on now, so the beaches in phuket became a concern to my mum.

so no more. no more.

i'm pretty disappointed but might as well since i'm quite stressed up over this.

i just thought that a short holiday with friends would be nice.

life without directions is not a fun thing.

i hate to be 20, at least i'm turning 20 soon.

why soooo fast.

):

my future seems a lil bleak now, how?