"If you can dream it, you can do it."

i have this super random and ambitious long-term goal in mind now.

some people call it, the dream.

yes... i have my own dream now and it is not like a child's dream/ambition.

i'm a business girl to start off with, so i shall follow my roots at the end of the day.

i will still fulfill my teaching contract with MOE.

And, i am still excited for the assumption of duty.

:D

been thinking about this dream of mine & i am overwhelmed with many things.

how long will i use to achieve what i want & be successful?

am i sure that i want to be an employer of my own & not an employee of others?

do i have funds?

am i just having fat hope?

what if i fail or...?

take the risk or not?

i will always end up telling myself,

"aiya, just take a step at one time first... fulfill the contract with MOE first."

but i still contradicts myself by thinking,

"i need to start planning asap because i have very little time."

no wonder some people spent their whole life trying to build their own career.

some are lucky to have it successful.

some do not have equal luck, they fail & failed.

i've been reading this book on starting up business.

it gives me a lot of random ideas and agreements.

i'm afraid that i'll just be driven by all these library books if i continue reading all.

i'm starting to like this game, game of business.

talking and thinking are easy, doing it is just another matter.

homo-sapiens are really weird creatures.

they never cherish when they have it until they lost it.

i should have studied even harder when i was in NP.

i will pursue my degree, i promise.

that certificate & knowledge will bring me further.

and i promise that i will study very hard when i get to do my degree.

well, partly because i know that it's gonna my own hard-earned money that i will be using to pay the huge school fees. LOL.

hate to say this, but i think i'm really growing up.

and... i really wish my mum in pink health forever.

my mind haven't change since young.

i still want to take care of my tired mum & offer her the best

yeah, i know i'm at odds with her sometimes but i can't' help it. oops.

i could really use a listening ear now, so much to share.

arwwww, aren't i a sensible kid? :D