Twenty-Twelve

Today is yet another last day of the year, the brand new year begins tomorrow.

Every time of this year, I tend to look back at all that had happened in the year and tried to do some reflection. Some were regretful, yet some were unforgettable. Changes, in this year, were of course inevitable.

In 2012, my brother has also gotten married! I had my doubts earlier but I'm glad that I have this sister-in-law. She adds on the spices into this family of mine. Somehow, I just don't wish for them to move out and have their own apartment. Just stay here, as a big family.

In 2012, I was given the chance to take over a form class and I met great students across the levels. We created that special bondship between teacher and students, & before I forget... I do make a difference to their lives. I played a part in shaping these wonderful little ones, and I am really happy when I see positive changes in them because I did it.

In 2012, I went back to the role of being a student again. During the last quarter of the year, I started my education in NTU which began from orientation programmes. It was the first time when I had the trust and confidence from fellow seniors to be part of the new exco. From being asked to be the Vice-President of the club to now, being the Business Manager of the club. I was really happy that so many of them backed me up.

In 2012, I met new classmates from various backgrounds and age. We studied together, and we all had something similar to be a student in that campus. We are all competitive responsible adults with compassion. We love the reason why we are there and we love our job, at least most of us are.

In 2012, I had the chance to visit Fitness First for more fitness classes from free trials to now, being a member. I am really happy that my siblings and their spouses are members along with me. It became a common platform for us too, except for that one stubborn brother.

In 2012, my mum finally retired from working for donkey years to support us through the hardship. With me, the youngest child, having a stable income already, she finally stopped working. I am even more financially independent with that, I started footing the bills and everything esle that I could. The financial responsibility from me to this family has also started to weigh. My mum has slogged so hard to support us, and her leg is not understanding her. Seeing her in pain when she walks really made me realize that my mum has grown old.

I wish for in 2013 that my whole family, especially mum, will be healthy and happy.
I wish for in 2013 that my stubborn brother takes a slight positive change and stables himself in his new job.
I wish for in 2013 that my results will only get better and not worse, the current results should be the worst.
I wish for in 2013 that ....
Suddenly, I couldn't think of more. Greediness will not do me any good, I shall just keep these as my priorities in 2013. I wish.

It's been a year &  I remembered the HTHT that i had with my girlfriends last year.
I think I failed to do what I said because I can still feel it in me. This is just weird.