"huhhh. your event like 2 weeks away and you still 0 participants?"

Benson tweeted this to me, and yeah... i totally agreed with him.

maybe that's the reason why i woke up with my mind thinking of the event.

the date is drawing nearer and nearer while we have been all-talks only.

i'm getting sick of all these, i no longer care who reads this.

i just need to vent it all out and i don't know who can understand me.

these shit are just changing me. i've changed, i think.

i complained a lot now. i grumbled a lot now. i get moody a lot now. i get depressed a lot now.

seriously, what can we expect if we do not work in union and only a few pathetic souls are contributing to this piece of shit.

hey, ask yourself. does your mind even think about our event when you are not in a meeting? will you even think and plan ahead? i guess not.

none of my events i had are this bad.

I&E Events Management with Willie was bad enough i thought, but not as bad as this. Even though I was the only few pathetic soul to care about I&E that time, i still survived because Willie actually supported me through and i remembered he gave me a card telling me not to give up. He's a rare nice tutor that i have ever came across with.

The planning process for Graduation Night last year too. The event didn't work out and was canceled at the end, but at least we did put in our efforts and tried to salvage at the last point.

this is just bullshit, real bullshit.

i am so not happy with my year 3, extremely.

i'm an emo kid with frequent moodswings and depression.

i'm dying from the plasticity and not to mention, the never-ending assignments.

Why does the deadlines in year 3 seemed so much more packed than the first 2 years?

i can't turn back the time to the past with happiness, so i hope time will pass by all these unhappiness quickly instead.