raindrops keep falling.

it's been raining for hours, or probably a day non-stop.

i remember it was raining when i went to bed last night and when my eyes opened this afternoon, it is still raining and it has not stop.

probably one of the longest rain in Singapore ever, at least in my memories.

wow.

i think i'm a weird kid.

i actually tried to dig some work to do when i'm bored.

i guess i am just used to the stressful & fast pacing life i had.

it just feel weird to be free after days & weeks of business.

the hectic schedule will resume after this cny week.

another set of deadlines are coming up.

i chanced upon quotes in tumblr and then i recalled how emo i could get when i read quotes which i can relate to myself, especially in secondary school days.

i failed to relate myself to any of the quotes i saw earlier on.

i guess i'm immune to a lot of things which might be just the good thing.

i walk alone.

:D

chinese new year is approaching, again.

i have no idea why but i hated this festive season even more than the previous years.

i remembered i would get all excited when it's cny, thinking of what to wear for first day and the subsequent days & my angbao money. all these was when i was still a kid.

being a semi-adult who will be turning 20, i am no longer excited & happy about it.

i'm sick of it in fact, haha.

i started hating chinese new year when he started returning every year.

every time of this year, i just dread it.

i have the same question in my mind every single year.

i probably blog about it almost every year too because i have nowhere to rant to.

"what is the point of returning?"

i would have felt happier without your presence in the house.

you are just like a yearly maid who will come to spring clean our house.

i have no idea how old are you but i guess you are already on this earth for more than 6 decades and if you are any other human being, i would just stop you from all the rough chores.

too bad you are not.

i'm sick of the annual doubts that will pop out in my head.

but one thing that changes annually is, i'm getting more indifferent towards you.

yayeeee.

i will be graduating from NP real soon.

i really don't know what's in the next chapter of my life.

i just hope it will be good and exciting.