Ms Tang.

i just went for an interview to be a Student Care Centre Teacher (temp).

and surprisingly, i got recruited immediately after the interview.

i'm really excited & nervous for it.

i've a new boss (principal) & the colleagues seemed nice when i saw them all today.

it was a interesting trip because i had my interview at a void deck, LOL.

Polene (principal) is a really nice lady and she's rather successful.

Within less than an hour, she shared a bit of her life with me and i shared mine.

the interview wasn't anything too tense or scary.

i really look up to Polene, who had 16 years of teaching experience before opening this centre with 2-3 franchisees now. yeah, i spoke business with her too.

this experience will definitely tell me if i'm suitable for teaching while i'm still waiting for MOE's response to my application. heh.

i'm only i'm afraid that i may not be a good teacher and that i may not be fierce enough.

"you, teacher? a kid teaching kids?"

i think i get that comment quite a few times.

frankly speaking, i'm quite disappointed with the comment but i know it well myself too.

i may not have a fully matured mindset yet.

but i'll really be happier if people hv the confidence in me instead of doubting me.

it'll really boost my morale & confidence a bit.

i'm starting work on Monday, so wish me all the best!

i've my goals set in my mind already.

the goals i want to achieve within short term or long term.

it all boils down to money, so i'm gonna make sure i'll work hard.

:D

now that i'm quite planned ahead with the path of teaching, i think i've neglected my uni applications. what happens if both uni & MOE accepts me?

my sister asked me that qn and i wasn't sure of a reply.

i need to plan for every single path that might happen.

i think i'm tooooo uptight with my future.

i think i'm expecting a bit too much from myself.

probably that's why i've been down lately.

i think i've been stressing myself lately.

i think i've been thinking too muchh.

but no worries, i see a bit of light now.

i no longer wanna play MIA mode.

i want a happening life and i can't wait.